Now I haven't done one of these in a while, probably because everything had been pretty much smooth sailing in my "relationship". How can one day everything be fine and dandy and the next you don't receive a phone call, text, facebook message, nothing? How can you really tell someone you love them but don't call for the next week? or you tell them you need to talk but not answer your phone or text someone back??? First of all that's just rude as hell and second its just plain not right. You don't do that to people you supposedly care about. I don't know if I'm the one with the problem but I'm pretty sure I'm not. If he was just scared before to talk to me, he should definatly be scared now. I have also come to realize that I need to focus on my self and do what I need to do...Ive spend almost 6 years playing this on and off game and I'm not on it anymore. But it also sucks because as women I feel that we need sometimes to have some type of affection from a man. whether it is a compliment or an arm around the shoulder. I have to watch it though because this feeling can get the best of me and I don't want to get into anything I'm not ready for..especially when I'm supposed to be working on me. I could revert to my "I'm a pimp" days but i don't really want that either. This is a complicated situation. I'm hoping it turns out...I'm sure it will. I just have to be patient.

And if homeboy number 1 does ever call me...he's getting straight cussed out-azureDizzle